I have a new phone abd finally it's mine. It was stolen in Spb last month. I'm so happy now, so that's it.
BTW guys, why didn't you commented on my last post? I miss all you though I couldn't be here for a while, but now I'm going to read, comment and post. Summer's over and time for work, study and weekend paeties is coming!!

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It's hard to complain, when I have to choose between mascara of DIOR and CHANEL. It's hard to complain when I wake up in the morning and the gorgeous man is lying next to me. It's hard to complain when my mp3player is full of awesome music, that makes my day.

And frankly speaking I don't want to complain.

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P.S.: THE WONDER YEARS!!


Soupy, Casey, Candyman, Matty and Josh! I miss you badly!! We had such a great time here in Russia!

In less than 12 hours we'll be in SPb. I'm so excited about all this, that I even can't sit still! When I'll be back I promise to read all your journals, because I had no time for it before.
I love you all!!
I'll post here later today if I have time before the train.

New haircut. I love it. And you?


P.S.: sorry for not commenting, just don't have enough time

My first entry was called My first entry!
I have a lack of imagination, apparently xD

Yesterday I literally lost my hash virginity.

Me and mom are in the same room when we use our computers, because hers is a big PC and mine is a laptop, but I need Internet connection. So, we usually sit in the same room, but we write emails to each other, while being in the same(!) room. Today I just decided to show her one of my latest poems and I don't like to read it out loud, so I wrote her a letter. And when after 5 minutes it didn't come. It was strange and I decided to check out if I had a right address (she changed it a while ago). And I found out that it was wrong! So, somebody just got an email from me at 3 a.m. Nice.

And tomorrow is going to be a hard day, because today I did almost nothing, so I will have to work hard to learn everything for my last exam on world economics. Fuck, it's not that difficult, but I don't like this damn class.

Cobra Starship. Love them, happy to find this band. Another dancing one.

i came here to make you danse tonight
i don't care if i'm a guilty pleasure for you
shut up cos we won't stop
and were getting down till the sun's coming up

P.S.: Hogwash added me on myspace oO

Maybe Billie Jean, it's really cool.The lyrics are great, really.

I found something to put my anger in - fitness. It really helps. BTW I need to lose some weight  and some centimeters from my waist. Yup, I'm too fat! Do you think that 127lbs is normal for 5'3"? I think that's not. And yeah, I have an awful paunch so I look like I'm pregnant.
So WORK!

It's in the water baby
It's in the pills that pick you up
It's in the water baby
its in the special way we fuck
(с)Placebo

P.S.: white nail is a pure rock-n-roll.

What if you had to be away from the person you love more than your own life for a while? What if you didn't want this and what if you had no choice? What would you do?
I feel like I'm absolutely pissed off and confused in the same time. IDK what will happen tomorrow and I'm scared. I have so much to do and I have the only person that can make me happy, the only one who makes me feel safe. It's too much for me to handle with it, but I must do it for mom.
God, please, make everything okay. I wish everything would be right again. I miss those quiet times..

  Mon mimi (01:41:05 24/06/2009)
*wanna_fuck*

  [louloute] (01:41:19 24/06/2009)
*yup*

  Mon mimi (01:41:45 24/06/2009)
*aah.. ooh.. aah..*

  [louloute] (01:42:11 24/06/2009)
*yeah_baby_yeah_harder_yeah*

  Mon mimi (01:42:15 24/06/2009)
*mur*

  [louloute] (01:42:28 24/06/2009)
*luv_ya_so_damn_much*

That's not me, who have written this. My bf showed me this and I just couldn't help posting it for you to have some fun. All the 'what's the fuck' and 'he's just a jerk' are welcome alongside with your 'it's cool' and 'he's right'.
So, I'm waiting for your comments. What do you think about this 'article'?

( It's pretty long to put it in the main post, so I'm putting it under the cut, hoping that you'll read it anyway. It's not that long though. )

Daddy. We don't see each other very often, I usually forget to call him. Sometimes he forget to give me a b-day present. We don't have an ideal father-daughter relationship, he and mom divorced when I was four.
But anyway I love my daddy so very much that I can't even describe it. He always can help me and say some warm words to make me smile. If I ask he sings me a lullaby that he wrote years ago just for me. He still calls me 'bunny' despite I'm already eighteen. He worries about my studies and my life. He worries about my relationship with my babe. We're so much alike. I miss him badly. He's in hospital again now, I'm scared to death about him.
Daddy, please don't forget that I love you, don't forget that I miss you, don't forget that I'm always with you!! And fight, please, don't give up!!!!

Several days passed and everything is so great. I cook, boys wash the dishes; me and babe go shopping (to buy some food); I fall asleep so happy after all. I sleep in his arms, he hugs me like it's vital to feel me. And it's vital for me: when he moves I wake up, but fall asleep in seconds just lying near him again. I'm my-baby-addict.
BTW I've already passed some exams. I have A's on professional French and professional English, B's on PE, Management and I also got a B for my paper on the Economics of the Enterprises. Nice. And 'passed' for Statistics.
Tomorrow I have French and English, other ones. And work after that. And returning into my man's arms in the evening. I'm gonna cook something tasty for my little boys (one is 17 and another is almost 20, haha).

P.S.: I have a new layout, and today I changed heading and main pic. What do you think about it?

Empty parking garages, roadside motels, dark caves, dank basements, overgrown forests - what kind of setting don't make you feel nervous?!

Me and babe are two damn idiots who loves each other too much to break up. And btw we don't want to break up. Sometimes he swears at me, sometime I freak out. Sometimes we have awful fights.

But in the end we are like a thing again. Love him so much, he's the most important part of my being. My missing piece, the second part of my heart. The second and vital part of my soul. I believe that this is forever.

We even always hug each other in the sleep. Every time. It's so hard to be apart.

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Me and my classmate won a first prize in the 'best presenter of a comic program'. We made a program dedicated to February 14th several years ago. I was hilarious.

The 50s. I'd be happy to be Cry Baby's girlfriend!! hah, he's gorgeous!